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Vindication City

by Hatfield Beech

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1.
Life is only the part of the game that we play We're reaching for something we'd rather not see Before the ice can break There has to be a thaw in the Cracks of this space, we'll just wish this away Like we tend to forget that we fucked up this game The dice are weighted, we're hiding the cards in our sleeves Pretend we don't care, it's the fall of this dream Well I know this sadness is only temporary You're temporary on the edge You're only the man I build you up In my mind we're crossing bridges Burning up the ropes that hold our Safe way back to home We lost our home Lights and sirens are filling the air You're trying to breathe but the smoke is surrounding your lungs The ceiling's falling down There has to be a way out of Taking this hurt, all these fights, all this pain And throw it away (We'll just throw this away) Like it never was part of our lives Today is the first day of the rest of your sunken life This is something better for you Breathe the air that fills your lungs Well I know this sadness is only temporary You're temporary on the edge You're only the man I build you up In my mind we're burning up the ropes You're only the man I build you up In my mind we're burning up the ropes
2.
Cast this ship off into the sunset, wave on Your blinding questions meet the mark of somethingn we did all wrong The mast is falling down, the maps are burning out We lasted way too long before the clock was running down Picture currents washing over Phrases spoken, words we never meant It's only the least I can do To say the least, I'm over you We're digging in, and pulling back We'll rip this white space, paint it black I can't ignore your diamond eyes When your words cut like a knife This treasure map, is leading us to no end Our pride is clouding every choice we ever made way back when We steered too far to the right, forget the start of the fight This compass tells me we've approached the edge, we can't go back now Picture currents washing over Phrases spoken, words we never meant It's only the least I can do To say the least, I'm over you We're digging in, and pulling back We'll rip this white space, paint it black I can't ignore your diamond eyes When your words cut like a knife I'm sorry, I wanted out I'm sorry, I wanted out Picture currents washing over Phrases spoken, words we never meant It's only the least I can do To say the least, I'm over you We're digging in, and pulling back We'll rip this white space, paint it black I can't ignore your diamond eyes When your words cut like a knife
3.
Try and run away, keep your dignity Take your things and find a way to get right out of this place It's stealing all your soul, and you've lost control Now there's nothing keeping you away from all the things you love (Take me away from this dark place) Such a shame, you lost your chance (Sold profit found me underneath the ground) To take your very last shot It's never been about the stars You ink across your blackend heart You sold me out, you judas You fire breather, burn me to the ground I'm taking out my trash tonight Somehow I'll forget all the fights You figured out a way to Cash in your chips before the final round This is not your time Take your sympathy Throw it out the door We don't serve your kind here Let's jump the turnstile, and skip the guards We'll run right past them, I swear that you'll Beat this rap against the wall Before I'll ever take a dive again for you It's not your turn, It's mine And we're sticking to the plan we drew up 20 years before this fuse could Spark and sputter out, this time you'll burn It's never been about the stars You ink across your blackend heart You sold me out, you judas You fire breather, burn me to the ground I'm taking out my trash tonight Somehow I'll forget all the fights You figured out a way to Cash in your chips before the final round It's not your turn (It's mine) I'm taking this so (Personal and) Following your (Every move Just left me wishing I could take them back Let's take the cash and run Before they figure out who ran this show Then skip the town, to find Another in its place, it never ends Take me away from this dark place Sold profit found me underneath the ground It's never been about the stars You ink across your blackend heart You sold me out, you judas You fire breather, burn me to the ground I'm taking out my trash tonight Somehow I'll forget all the fights You figured out a way to Cash in your chips before the final round It's never been about the stars You ink across your blackend heart You sold me out, you judas You fire breather, burn me to the ground I'm taking out my trash tonight Somehow I'll forget all the fights You figured out a way to Cash in your chips before the final round
4.
I sit here staring at the clock And wonder how much time I've lost Just hoping to get this call It doesn't come, not surprised at all You try and say you never cared That this was all a big mistake That I should have kept driving on Well I don't care to apologize For showing both my hands after the trick was done And when it's over, the smokescreen will tell it all It doesn't matter, I don't care, the wreckage everywhere Will just remind me to stare straight ahead next time I'll destroy this all tonight I'll sit here owning all my sins And start atoning for the lot The cups running over again I try to balance my life as it is There's nothing anyone can say To understand this hole I've dug Myself into all of the ground You pull me out, but was it worth it now I'm showing both my hands after the trick was done And when it's over, the smokescreen will tell it all It doesn't matter, I don't care, the wreckage everywhere Will just remind me to stare straight ahead next time The cracks are spreading now, the ground is splitting up Your hands are hazy, I don't think I can hold on I'm rowing out to sea with only half my oars To where the coast guard can only attempt to find They'll never find my ship tonight
5.
Look outside it's raining like armageddon And all I got is this lousy shirt A still memento of days we passed Before we had to fight like animals Fight, Fight, Take On Your Life Rip All The Walls, Steal Back The Night Fight, Fight, Feed All The Fires Make them believe that we wanted this all to ourselves You pull all the stops You're only fooling yourself End It Own your answers before you spit them out This matters so much now that we're falling down The town's on fire, and all we can find Are road blocks and falling power lines Face your demons before they spit you out Don't shy away from this sceaming crowd These modern sentiments aren't worth their weight in what we can survive Look outside, there's nothing left to find All the building replaced by mountains of Dirt, debris and garbage, a mounting disgrace We can't go on, this is our resting Place all your bets on the wheel, fade to black But it's coming up red, and you never fought back You're isolated, your heart isn't where it's Supposed to be, if it were, you'd be gone by now It's not too late to save the rest This story's end isn't finished yet We'll make it up as we trod together We'll fill these holes with art and life Somehow this has to work We're sharing gifts with all the rest of the world Some day we'll turn our heads to the sky And thank ourselves for not quitting tonight
6.
Undersized (and not your type) I'm running fire through this Feel alive (so scream your pain) Until there's not a breath left In your lungs I'll hear you choke and Gasp on every single word I Shove into the desert night This fuel is lighting fumes across the sky Look at this road demolished all on my own I fought Over the way to say I never cared anyway Take all this in before you forget your friends tonight Everything's in the open, stop before I cut this tie You'll never see this to end I swear I'm breaking into what I swore to keep inside Look away (and wish you) Stood behind me while the word spread (like a forest) Fire with no rangers left to Dump their water put this out or Send another effegy to Sink and smolder screaming for your Help to put it out of misery Look at this road demolished all on my own I fought Over the way to say I never cared anyway Take all this in before you forget your friends tonight Everything's in the open, stop before I cut this tie Make your demands send me back to the place where I create I can't begin to make all the amends I need to say I need to say that your critical Lashes were only the gas I poured on this house fire Look at this road demolished all on my own I fought Over the way to say I never cared anyway Take all this in before you forget your friends tonight Everything's in the open, stop before I cut this tie Look at this road demolished all on my own I fought Over the way to say I never cared anyway Take all this in before you forget your friends tonight Everything's in the open, stop before I cut this tie
7.
I'll take my time, finish up your and I'll finish mine We'll be just fine, if you stick around half of the time Hearts are so broken, pieces are scattered All on the pavement, as if it mattered Hearts are so broken, pieces are scattered All on the pavement, as if it mattered This hurts so bad, makes me want to give up all we made It's not the time to be screaming and fighting Hearts are so broken, pieces are scattered All on the pavement, as if it mattered Hearts are so broken, pieces are scattered All on the pavement, as if it mattered And I'll be the last thing you see When you close your eyes and pray That this ends before anyone else Gets a chance to see behind Don't be afraid to open up And find your center of peace It's not the worst thing if anyone Gets a ticket to the screening of Your life on display All bright and raw for the shining screen The curtain's falling down This bloody mess that they never should see What's left to say now the credits are falling away Let's thank our past for their part in this travesty Hearts are so broken, pieces are scattered All on the pavement, as if it mattered Hearts are so broken, pieces are scattered All on the pavement, as if it mattered Your job right now is to pretend that everything's fine And make it right before anyone learns that it's not Hearts are so broken, pieces are scattered All on the pavement, as if it mattered Hearts are so broken, pieces are scattered All on the pavement, as if it mattered And I'll be the last thing you see When you close your eyes and pray That this ends before anyone else Gets a chance to see behind Don't be afraid to open up And find your center of peace It's not the worst thing if anyone Gets a ticket to the screening of Your life on display All bright and raw for the shining screen The curtain's falling down This bloody mess that they never should see Don't be afraid to open up And find your center of peace It's not the worst thing if anyone Gets a ticket to the screening of Your life on display All bright and raw for the shining screen The curtain's falling down This bloody mess that they never should see
8.
This is your own wakeup call Take the edge, and step out of the door Be the rage that sticks inside your soul Rip it out like your heart is an Open wound that screaming for attention Well sir, you've got it now that everyone is watching Your every move and everything you say We'll break you down and build you back up before this ends today Leave your own sympathy behind you Painted red, and shining behind the sun I'll throw you away like a piece of Trash, you'll never be as good as this Leave your own sympathy behind you Painted red, and shining behind the sun I'll throw you away like a piece of Trash, you'll never be as good as this I think we've Done all we can, this elective surgery Can you only take so far, this step is for you We've design something like your original shell Now we'll throw you out into the world This is your own chance to fall Pick yourself right back and take on The next morning, the pieces are Already scattered around, and you can't find them all This is your own chance to fall Pick yourself right back and take on The next morning, the pieces are Already scattered around, and you can't find them all Leave your own sympathy behind you Painted red, and shining behind the sun I'll throw you away like a piece of Trash, you'll never be as good as this Leave your own sympathy behind you Painted red, and shining behind the sun I'll throw you away like a piece of Trash, you'll never be as good as this You'll never be Anything close to half of the man that you were supposed to be Leave your own sympathy behind you Painted red, and shining behind the sun I'll throw you away like a piece of Trash, you'll never be as good as this Leave your own sympathy behind you Painted red, and shining behind the sun I'll throw you away like a piece of Trash, you'll never be as good as this Leave your own sympathy behind you Painted red, and shining behind the sun I'll throw you away like a piece of Trash, you'll never be as good as this Leave your own sympathy behind you Painted red, and shining behind the sun I'll throw you away like a piece of Trash, you'll never be as good as this
9.
I pain to say that such a beautiful spark went to waste Dumped on the side of the road, you never even had a Chance to throw your hat in the ring You fell to 10 screaming counts, and now you're left this shame You fought so hard, we shuddered with every blow you stood back Eyes shut, sqeeze tight, dream that you made it out of This fallen place, but when you woke up with the mat in your eyes You found these four walls blocking in your sight So let's go kill some time, we'll pretend everything's fine Let's make a scene and show the world we've got some fight left tonight It's not about your self esteem is running on out We need a line of something, hook it straight and blow the doors out I can't remember anything that you said Before the night turned to dawn, and we showed up with this evidence Of something terribly wrong, oh it went terribly wrong Before we ever had a chance to do something right These blurry thoughts are running faster than I can think I feel like something fell apart before it stuck to the seams What made us think that we could act like we're seventeen Again and running out at 3am with nowhere to be So let's go kill some time, we'll pretend everything's fine Let's make a scene and show the world we've got some fight left tonight It's not about your self esteem is running on out We need a line of something, hook it straight and blow the doors out They say your life doesn't start until you're at where we are And we have so much left to see and feel and touch before the Time that we gave, the sand is falling thought the cracks And all I want to do is capture some and throw it right back I want to feel like I can take on the world with one hand Tied behind my back, just bring it on and make me Champion of this backyard tournament once again To feel alive would a pleasure I would kill to relive We're taking on this oath like we will never go And be the voice of reason that just kept on saying no Some day we'll understand I've heard a thousdand times The day I walk in those shoes, please knock me back and make it right I know this sounds sincere, it's making so much sense I want to keep this locked up tight, it's been my only defense Against the growing up that I just can't undo The day I stop believing this is real will be my tomb
10.
Jumping out the window isn't much of a response to prison bars Even if they keep you in (before the sun goes down) Find yourself a liar, and I promise you he'll head for the hills And never think to look behind (at all the rubble he left) This isn't fair, you have to agree We're trying to ignore this mockery You pull yourself out the mud and wipe your hands on bleeding hearts Cry out for help, or just a hand to help you retake the night We're left with nothing but a pile of leaves This house of cards can't stand the air I breathe So hold your breath and count down from 10 to numbers unknown And cross your fingers, slam that button down and push this on through Just keep running around and around and around this tree Leaning on the ideals that you packed inside your carry-on bag Won't bring this ghost town to life (The coals are still so warm) Hold your punch card tight in your lap, and we'll pretend that your stop Is coming up right now (before this train derails) This isn't fair, you have to agree We're trying to ignore this mockery You pull yourself out the mud and wipe your hands on bleeding hearts Cry out for help, or just a hand to help you retake the night We're left with nothing but a pile of leaves This house of cards can't stand the air I breathe So hold your breath and count down from 10 to numbers unknown And cross your fingers, slam that button down and push this on through Just running around and around and around this tree This is your time, we're shining through This star will burn out like a candle for you When all is said and done The time we're stealing back can't make this right Just running around and around and around this tree Just running around and around and around this tree Just running around and around and around this tree Just running around and around and around this tree This isn't fair, you have to agree We're trying to ignore this mockery You pull yourself out the mud and wipe your hands on bleeding hearts Cry out for help, or just a hand to help you retake the night We're left with nothing but a pile of leaves This house of cards can't stand the air I breathe So hold your breath and count down from 10 to numbers unknown And cross your fingers, slam that button down and push this on through
11.
I've never been one to throw myself onto Speeding train tracks and bracing for the crash But I'll take a note from your paper napkin And save my own skin before you lose your own Let's go together, we'll follow until The light that haunts your tunnel brings you home I'll leave you waiting beneath the blinding Streetlight masterpiece to bring you home But you can't forget to bring Your paper scraps to line The path back to the road I'll find space to lend you mine I'll take a lesson from all this hassle We claw our hands to faces, clenching eyes It's never worth all the fighting battle We wage this war against our better sides There's no returning from all this knowledge The way the world turns back upon itself The only cure for this ailing heart are These nights it spends unloading all this rage But you can't forget to bring Your paper scraps to line The path back to the road I'll find space to lend you mine We'll hear footsteps on top of snow As we hide in paradise Spend hours pretending life Never made us run and hide
12.
Watch for the first sign as you start to open your eyes You need this slap in the face to start off anything right Just smash your broken face against the mirror again Pretend the shapes that stare back are nothing like you've ever seen It's happening again, the ground is moving The floorboards are set so far away From where you left them last night You can't become this monster after everything you said Just let yourself right out the door We don't support all your kind You've had your chance to change your ways There's nothing left for you to say It's just so sad it had to end We don't support all your kind You've had your chance to change your ways There's nothing left for you to say It's just so sad it had to end I think I see a way out, I'm wading through all this mess There's things I can't just put aside, they have to all be addressed I wish I could take it back, all of the stupid things I Said when I was only thinking of the times I'd never have again I never thought that this would last I tried to steal from you like it was a test But I can't keep this up, it's really no excuse The face I see behind the cracks keeps tell me I lose my temper flailing off the tracks, derailed The body count is rising past where I can keep up
13.
Just open up your eyes Suck the air from the window pane you tried to hide The sheets are covering the scars you left behind last night Just feel this out, your blind tonight And crawl away from all the pain inside Take this old drama beyond where it's gone before There's nothing left to hide, the holes are knocking down the doors So take me away, and give me something Back to life, I need to find my way back home Just pull me in, my life jackets Slipped to the side, and I don't think I know how to swim Pull me to safety You know they say? Get the fuck up Swallow all this ocean water Feel it fill your lungs like oxygen Is nothing you remember We used to so much more than this Just feel this out, your blind tonight And crawl away from all the pain inside We're floating on, until we're found Just hope the dawn will come before we run out So take me away, and give me something Back to life, I need to find my way back home Just pull me in, my life jackets Slipped to the side, and I don't think I know how to swim Just pour another one Fuck Swallow all this ocean water Feel it fill your lungs like oxygen Is nothing you remember We used to so much more than this

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released April 12, 2011

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